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[25 Sep 2004|11:25am] |
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It has been a long time since I have said anything. I think I'm just going to say that after October 2nd, I will update and write every other day if not everyday. What has happened in the past doesn't matter. I love you Katie, and I always will.
That's all.
~Heather Ashley~
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[13 Aug 2004|11:42am] |
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Well, dad didn't get home til 2am Saturday morning....I had fallen asleep on the living room floor around 12 and dragged myself to bed around 1. Dad woke me up around 9 and told me we were going to a family reunion at 12 and be there til about 2....Well we left our house around 11:30 and got to the campground where the reunion was going to be at 12:30....I got to meet my cuz George and his wife Maggie, and their daughter and her son. My Aunt Kathy and Uncle Ronnie were there with their daughter Jen, who I haven't seen in years,(I'm finally catching up to her height wise!). My Aunt Ethel, and Helen were there as well. Dad and I left at 4:30 and Jen told me I could come stay a weekend with her in Boston whenever I need a break from everyone. So we drove home and packed for tomorrow. Got up around 10 and got ready for the long ride to my aunt's house. My Aunt Gloria lives in New Hampshire and we were going to stay with her for one or two nights the go stay with Dad's girlfriend for one and come home....Well that didn't happen. Sunday night I cooked supper for everyone Aunt Gloria, Uncle Walter, Dad, Danny (my cousin), his wife Kelly, and their two kids Rachel and Daniel. Dad and I stayed up talking to Aunt Gloria until 12:30ish and then went to bed. I didn't get much sleep tho it wasn't a very good place to be. Monday, Dad and I got up and decided we would go see his Girlfriend and bring her back to Auntie's house for dinner....Well I had never met her or talked to her before sooo I didn't even know what she looked like. We got to her house in Nashua at about 1:30 and decided to go shopping and tanning. I ended up tanning at some place right down the road and then we went to the mall just 15 minutes away. I got a pair of dress pants, a dressy skirt, and a button up 3/4 shirt to go with them, and a tank top from Abercrombie and Fitch. I got some make-up from my favorite place, Origins, and a purse and keyring. Then we picked up some steak and chicken and hamburge, and had grilled food again. Dad decided he wanted to spend the night with Karen (his Girlfriend) tonight so we did. Tuesday we called around and went horseback riding......so in the morning we just hung around and I got to sleep in til 11, and we left around 1. When we got there they told us they were running 15 minutes late...well it ended up being an hour late. We went around the barn to see the horse that we would be riding and I saw her....OMG she looked just like Sierra, and I wanted her soo bad. I figured that was the instructors horse and when she said to my dad and I who has more experience she told me I was gonna ride her. I was sooo happy, I saw the blue eye from a mile away, and when I walked over to her other side, I saw the brown one and just started crying. So after the ride was done we unsaddled all the horses and then left. We went to Pizza Hut for supper that night and then went out to the movies....I called Ryan to see what he was up to and he and Chris were driving home from Freeport. So I talked to them for a little while and then went in to see the movie, I-Robot. It wasn't bad, but I would have liked to see Little Black Book more. So we went home and I went straight to bed. Wednesday morning we didn't leave the house til 1 so we went out to breakfest and then I had my nails done. We went to different stores, and Staples to get me a modem card cuz I broke something on my computer. Then went home and watched some movies and had ham for supper. Dad woke me up around 9 Thursday morning and we went back to Auntie's house. Hung out there for a couple hours then went to see my Uncle in the hospital. While we were there, I felt so alone, like I wished it was me lying in his spot. I hate myself for all the shit I put myself through, I can't stop thinking about him and it kills me to know that he doesn't even care. I just can't wait to go back to school so that I can forget about him and everything. But after we went to see Uncle Walter we went back to Auntie's house and left to come home around 6:30. Finally got home around 10 and just watched movies with the old man. Finally fell asleep around 1:30 2 after having u on my mind all night, no wait all week, nope I take that back...all summer. So yea got up at 11 this morning and am going to go hang out with dad since this is going to be my last day here with him cuz I'm coming home for Jess and Lauren's belated Birthday..lol. I dunno I may just stay down here for one more day and skip the party cuz I dunno I just don't want to go home. But yea so this is it. I'm done.
~Heather Ashley~
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| What do you do when you just wanna cry |
[06 Aug 2004|10:15pm] |
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Got up around 11:30 and called Lauren to see if she was going to come to dad's with me for the weekend. Then just sat around my room for an hour because I wasn't really in the mood for doing anything else, then finally decided to take a shower and start packing. Finished packing around 2:30 and climbed back into bed and slept til 3:45. Called Lauren again and her mom said she couldn't come with me. Laid back in bed til 4:30 then dragged my shit downstairs so I was ready when Byron picked me up. We left at 5ish and I drove his truck all the way down. Got to dad's at about 7:15 and called him to let him know I was here then called mom to do the same. Got online and there wasn't too much going on so I put up an away message opened an alcholic beverage :) and played a game of pool. After my game of pool I started my laundry and put away my clothes and talked to Lauren online. Now I have nothing to do and am sooo bored it is unbelievable. Dad won't be home until 1 so I really have nothing to do except sit in the living room and listen to the radio. Some fun huh. Well I suppose I ought to finish up and maybe go sleep somemore because I'm gonna break down in a few.
How come we don't even talk no more?
And you don't even call no more
We don't barely keep in touch at all
And I don't even feel the same love when we hug no more
Miss you
~Heather Ashley~
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| How Far is too Far |
[06 Aug 2004|12:16am] |
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There are so many things that make me think of you, every song I hear I can somehow relate to you or us. I wanna tell you how I feel but I don't know if it's the right time just yet. I know you, and I know who I am when I'm with you and I wish that you could see me when I'm not with you, because I'm a mess. I saw you the other day and it made me wanna cry because I miss the way you talk to me, the way you look at me, the way you hold me, and the way you kiss me cuz for just one second I feel like everything is gone and I can't think about anything but you. I have so much fun when we hang out, I don't want to lose you. I don't know what you want to happen now whether it's just friends or whatever, but I do know that I may not want what you want but I do want us to be able to hang out as just friends because you are what keeps me going. The one thing that can say the perfect thing at the perfect time and turn any day into a better day. I will always be here for you and you know that.
~If you see me walking with someone else, it's not because I love him.....It's because you're not brave enough to walk beside me. If you see me smiling, it's not because I forgot you.....It's because I'm sick of crying over you. If you see me living again, it's not to get back at you.....It's because I want to get back what you've taken from me. But most of all, if I fall in love with someone else, it's not because I want to.....It's because you were never there to catch me and love me back.~
But I can't just wait for you anymore. I hope that you will someday realize that you can love me better than he ever did.
There's a boat, I could sail away
There's the sky, I could catch a plane
There's a train, there's the tracks
I could leave and I could choose to not come back
Oh, never come back
There you are, giving up the fight
Here I am begging you to try
Talk to me, let me in
But you just put your wall back up again
Oh, when's it gonna end
How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't
Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far
There's a chance I could change my mind
But I won't, not till you decide
What you want, what you need
Do you even care if I stay or leave
Oh, what's it gonna be
How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't
Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far
Out of this chair, or just across the room
Halfway down the block or halfway to the moon
How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't
Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say
Yeah I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far
How far
Ooohhhh
I think of you when I hear this song because you keep yourself soo closed up. You hide everything so well, and sometimes I worry about you and I wonder if you're going to do something stupid because you are you. But most of all I just wish that you would see the second chance we are being given and I wish that you would take it and open up to me, and see me begging you to try. I sometimes feel like maybe I am falling in love with you, and sometimes I get scared. I just wish what you were thinking.
When you neglected to tell me you were leaving for 10 days I was mad and sad because I missed you. But when you sent that e-mail the one about your flashback and seeing the green spyder on the highway, I could have just ran right to you and climbed into you arms and stayed there all day and all night. When you told me you want to spend the night with me when you saw me at Jessie's house, even just to cuddle all night, I wish that you had because I don't know if I'm ever going to get that second chance. When you came home and told me you didn't belong here and you wanted to be with the people you just met, I was furious because you would give up all the people that love you here and lives you light up with that amazing smile of yours, I just couldn't take it. When you told me that you needed me in your life I didn't want to believe you because I was scared. I just want us to be friends again. The kind that are always there for each other. The kind we used to be, I just want my best friend back.
I hope that you are as happy as you're pretending to be.
~Heather Ashley~
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[05 Aug 2004|11:10am] |
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It's been a long time!....I got my permit and drove all weekend with Dad, Lauren, and Jessie. We went to Dad's house Friday and Saturday we got up and went to Old Orchard...Laid in the sun and got henna tattoos....Went home around 4ish and got ready to go to the Clam Festival...We walked around had some food, Jess and I went on a couple rides, and we saw fireworks...We went home and sat on the computer for like ever, as usual....Got up Sunday morning and packed.
Monday I had Cheering Camp, it was fun I miss it soo much, and can't wait til season. Camp went good all week....Wednesday I went to Classic Cheering after, and I was sooo sore, everything was off...tumbling and jumps..( no surprise there ). The rest of camp was really fun. Lauren and Monica came over one day...and we swam in the pool, and just hung around and had fun. Friday after camp I went with Rachel and Sam at one, and we just drove around and went to Tristians...Then went out to lunch at The Ground Round. Then Rachel dropped me off at home. Oh yea I got a puppy too!
Didn't do anything for the past two week except tumbling class....My Jumps were awesome and I'm working on my tuck and Lisa says that I should have it for season! YaY!....I'm excited.
I went to the Fair last night with Britt and Peter, and saw like everyone!...Morgan, both Megans, Kelsey, Mycah, Fawn, Taylor and Kyle, Brent, Cody, Wes, Zach and Sarah, Kendra, Kaite, Ashley Bragg and Ross. I also saw, Burnett and his ex, Brian, Tyler, Alex Graves, Big Ben, Ashely W, Kristi, Krista, Joey, Ryan, Chris, Meaghan K, Ashley A, Kasey, Emily, Ibby, Eric, Kyle, Mr. Gallant (Alex), and Zac.
I talked to Alex for a few minutes and then I had to start heading to the entrance to leave, and he ditched his friend, and walked with me, and we talked and what not, and he was like he's not as hot, and said something about dying orange...I dunno I think he was a lil outta it..lol And Before I left he put my number in his phone so he could call and hang out sometime. Then on my way out I stopped and talked to Mayhew for a few and then left for good.
Today I'm hanging with Lauren til about 7:30ish.....But I wanna do something tonight...So dunno if anynoe reads this and wants to hang with us or just one of us.....call or e-mail. That's all for now.
~Heather Ashley~
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| Thinking...More.......:-/ |
[15 Jul 2004|12:27am] |
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Well, today was one of those days that I wish I hadn't have had....Review day at Driver's Ed. Class, not so fun, tiring and it gave me a headache....Lauren and I have planned out our weekend, Andy and Brian are staying together this weekend and they are going to come see us....since you-know-who has other plans....I'm kinda sad that I can't see him, and I probably won't see him for a while, I just have that feeling that he's regretting it and I'm starting to as well....:( I guess it's just hard going through this again, and maybe I wasn't really over him the first time, and that's why I feel this way...maybe we are being given a second chance, or maybe Deabay's right.....I dunno either way I'm gonna be alright....I have my back appointment tomorrow morning then I'm going to work with mom until 12....coming home for a little while and then out with Rach til her game....I'm gonna miss her sooo much I don't know what to do....Well, I'm kinda tired but wide awake, what's up with that??.....lol...So I guess this is it til tomorrow.
~Heather Ashley~
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[13 Jul 2004|09:18pm] |
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I've been thinking alot today, about alot of things, stuff like best friends, boyfriends, friends, family, and people's lives. Everyone has basically the same life, we all go through pretty much the same shit throught life. We are all the same inside, and I'm thinking that that's why girls are soo catty towards each other because we all have somewhat of the same characteristics in us, and we can't stand someone that is just like us. Best friends, really aren't best friends, I don't know many people that go through their WHOLE life with the same best friend, never fighting, never not speaking to each other, never fighting over a boy. You just don't see it, people grow up "best friends" in school then they split go to college and never stay best friends. Boyfriends, wow I kinda don't ever see the point in having one because you aren't going to spend the rest of your life with him, or the next one. I honestly don't think that there really is "the one" out there, how could there be. I know that some peoples parents stay together forever until they die, but that doesn't mean that they are happy, or that they never thought about being with someone else. I mean I'm not trying to sound mean or preachy, but I dunno that's just how I see things. You will always have many different friends, and you are friends with everyone at some point or another in life. So sorry if this hurts anyone and you disagree with me but I never said that you had to agree with me, just that's what I think, my opinion and I'm entitled to that.
So anyway, you-know-who's birthday was today, no e-mail, no phone call, no dropping by "hey how ya doing", no nothing. So whatever, I'm just gonna let him do his thing and if we happen to hang-out again, I'll be letting him know exactly what I think, because I'm not gonna go through another episode of two summers ago.
Well I guess I'm gonna let it end here I'm kinda tired and a little annoyed now.
~Heather Ashley~
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[12 Jul 2004|11:44pm] |
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The more I think about things the more confused I get. Isn't it supposed to get clearer? I dunno, Sarah and I had a nice loooonggg talk and we are kewl again, for how long niether of us know but I'm just glad we aren't down each others throats. Haven't heard from the one person I thought I could trust the most, but his birthday is tomorrow, and maybe just maybe he'll stop by. I'm kinda confused on that topic but you know me I'll get over it, with time. Lots of time. I've been thinking about alot of the things I've done and I feel kinda crappy, I mean like this past year and last year, and the year before. As I look back, I'm not the same person I used to be, not at all, but I kinda like the person I am today but then again I do miss the lil girl, who used to be best friends with Monica Gallant and didn't have all this petty boy troubles. I miss that, I wish sometimes that I hadn't ever gotten too involved with Deabay, just cuz then I wouldn't be having this f'ing problem. But hey, life isn't supposed to be easy, and neither is love, or anything else you can't have anything easy in life, or then.....haha it wouldn't be life!
Lauren is soo confused about Andy and I feel wicked bad, but I want her to know that I am always here for her and anyone else that needs me. I know that I said I wanted to leave and I still feel that way but ya know, I would miss most of the people up here, yes even Maureen Klink, and I do feel pretty crappy about the way that I've treated her in the past years, and I am going to try and be nicer to people, even if it kills me!
Lauren and Jessi are going to HOPEFULLY come down to dads with me since you-know-who, has other plans. I guess it's not that big of a deal, because if he really wants to then he'll try to make up for it, or try for another weekend. But hey, guys are not worth your tears, only best friends, and family are.
But I am a little curious about a few things and once I have to answers I'll let you know!
XOXO
~Heather Ashley~
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[12 Jul 2004|12:46pm] |
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I hate it here, I'm not going to stay around any longer. I don't belong here there is nothing here for me, my friends have deserted me, and the guys are jerks. The one that I thought I could trust, he's not even here for me anymore. Taylor spent the night Wednesday and I lost one of my good friends because of a few things she said to him, then Katie spent the night Friday and I kinda got into a fight with the one guy I trusted most....I cried for a while because it was just a rough night and there was nothing I could do. The next morning I was going to go shopping with Katie then spend the night with her and go to her brother's game last night @ 7:30....but mom said no because she and I got into it because she was trying to tell what I was doing was wrong when she had no idea what the hell was going on....So Katie left with out me and Taylor called me around 6:30ish and asked me to go to her house and spend the night because Kelsey said she didn't want to spend the night but Taylor could spend the night at her house. So I asked my mom thinking she would say no because I couldn't spend the night at Katie's...well she said yes, so I called Taylor and then called Katie, and she seemed kinda mad but I told her that I would still go to the game with her on Sunday if she wanted me too and she told me that she didn't think her parents wanted anyone to go with her but she'd ask anyway.....So I went to Taylors, and we made cookies and frosting and she did my eyebrows, and we got online and I talked to that one guy I trusted most and that's when I lost him....It just hasn't been my week...So...When Taylor and I got up on Sunday I called Katie at about 1:30 and she didn't answer her cell, cuz mom said I could go to the game with her...So I called her house and found out that she was on her way to Kelsey's with Sarah...I was pissed and still am because she told me that she wanted m eto go with her and didn't even bother to call or anything....I think that's pretty rude when we had already agreed to go and then she went with other people....I hate Kent and I wish he would die..I just don't belong here anymore....Everyone's gone, I don't have any friends, and I just want to get away from all the drama...I need to start over and leave all this behind, it's nothing to me anymore....I just want out...I want to just get away from all the memories good and bad, they don't mean anything anymore. ~Heather Ashley~
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[05 Jul 2004|04:03pm] |
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Guys suck, that is the conclusion I have come to. There is only one guy I can trust and he's home. At times I think he's like my brother. He breaks up with his girlfriend two days after he comes home, and immediatly e-mails me. It made me feel good just to know that he told me and said that he needed to talk to me, and that he's find me tomorrow. I told him to call me tomorrow...(the 4th)..and he could come and hang out with me all day since I had nothing better to do. He called around 2 and told me his family was coming out so I said alright, and we talked for a lil while then he had to go. So about 4:30ish he called me back and said that he had pictures if I wanted to see them he'd come over. So he came over from 5-7 and then left, and it was just as I thought it would kinda be, talking just like he was my brother, and flirting so, it's all good I guess. As long as he's around I'll be okay. He's the one that keeps me from leaving, and keeps me from doing stupid shit. Gotta love him for that, and some of the things he says are just the right touch to any moment. So I'm out, had a pretty good 4th of July.
~Heather Ashley~
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[03 Jul 2004|02:23pm] |
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Just got done watching RSVP....it was pretty good, now deciding whether or not I wanna do anything tonight, I do but then again I kinda wanna just stay home, but I guess I'll cross that bridge when the time comes. Hey Peter, we gotta hang out soon, miss you lots.
~Heather Ashley~
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[01 Jul 2004|10:08pm] |
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[01 Jul 2004|09:59pm] |
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Wish me luck everyone....MRI tomorrow....not too big of a deal yet cuz they won't tell me anything yet...not til July 15th, that's when you better be prayin' for me....hope everything is going well with everyone else....Just hope that I don't pass out in that little tube thing that I have to be in for a half hour!....It'll be painful but I'll manage...Love you all!...Thanks for all the great memories.
~Heather Ashley~
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[29 Jun 2004|09:31pm] |
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Last night Alex and I didn't get anymore accomplished than Sunday night...I really want to hang out with him but I'm not so sure it's a good idea anymore cuz I get the feeling that he just wants a piece of ass, but at the same time he is telling me that he doesn't care if we do anything..."if you want to do stuff i obviously have no objections, i mean this all started because of our smart bet, but if you dont wanna do anything its absolutely fine, we can hang out, i mean we have known each toher for like 10 years, and i havent hung out with any hermon people for like a year, so its cool either way"..and I like that about him, but after our conversation last night, he is really busy with sports and I had a hard time taking a back seat to sports with Deabay....Soooo...but as of right now Alex and I are just hanging out as friends and if things go farther then I'm not going to stop them, but I am going to keep my promise to Ry, I'm not gonna go do major shit with him if I don't think it's going anywhere....
Then today I got up at 11:45 and hand breakfest, got in the shower and ready for my back appointment at 1:30....got there at 1:25....5 x-rayz and 2 hours later I was making an appointment for an MRI and two weeks later to see him....On August 29th, 2003 I saw the same doctor for my ankels and feet because my ankels were rolling an twisting all the time and I had problems with them during soccer, well they figured out that is was because my arches are abnormally high and it was causing me great pain and they were always rolling, he told me that if I planned on cheering in the winter I should give up soccer, because I had a 90% chance of breaking or spraining my ankels...So I gave up soccer but not without a few tears...Well it was exactly 10 months to the day that I went back in to see him, today.....After I had the x-rayz taken he told me that I didn't have to worry about too much, but that he wanted me to be in bed for 10 days....I asked him about my driver's ed. class and he said that was fine, and I asked about laying in the sun, and he said that was fine....he told me that since I have a deformity in my feet, it could be causing my hip pains and knee pains, and the reason for my back hurting...so he basically told me that at 15 I'm already shot to pieces...so imagine what I will be like in 15 or 20 years....can you say WHEELCHAIR!?!?!?!....So mom andI got into the agument about me going to Alex's on Thursday, and well she won, he can come over to the house and watch a movie and whatnot but she wants to be able to keep an eye on me so that I don't horse around because she is paying $600 for my MRI...soo yea...I just hope he doesn't mind the change in plans.
That's all for now
~Heather Ashley~
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[26 Jun 2004|09:37pm] |
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Last night while I was talking several different people my friend Alex, who I haven't spoken to since November or December, decided to IM me, well he saw me driving yesterday and he wanted to make sure it was me...Well after talking about normal shit he asks me when the last time we saw each other was...and I said probably back in October or
November at the bowling alley..(I know I was that lame)...but he proposed that we should hang out sometime....well of coarse I'm not going to say no, so as the night went on we go talking and alot of things were said...and we decided that maybe we could hang out on Sunday, now I'm really excited and he is too....since Chris and I broke up, I've liked being able to be with more than one guy, just hanging out as friends, or more...and I don't think that I'm ready to give that up just yet...but when I talk to one person I know I would give it all up for him, and now I'm thinking the same thing about Alex...I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing but after our conversation last night, I really want to settle down and just be with one person, cuz I miss that...But if I do settle down I need someone that is like me, hyper and outgoing, not quite, I need someone that will keep me inline but at the same time I need to keep him inline...So maybe Alex will give me what I need, and I hope something comes from this.
~Heather Ashley~
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| Another Wrong Choice |
[25 Jun 2004|09:05pm] |
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I think I made another bad choice....I told this person how I felt and what I've been going through and I don't think he wanted to hear it...My dreams are getting worse, and he's always on my mind....I've tried to be honest with everyone, but I guess honesty isn't all it's cracked up to be....I don't want to have to keep all of my emotions inside, because then I just become someone that I'm not, I came out and told him and now look where I am....I thought I was doing the right thing by telling him he's all I think about and no matter what I'm thinking about I always end up thinking about him, and telling him how I really feel about him, not that he didn't know, but it seemed like he was trying to ignore it or pretend it wasn't true....I miss him, and that's how it will always be, whether he likes it or not...But what do I do if he didn't want to hear it and now I've lost him?...I need answers and guess what...I'm never gonna get them..
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Well, my first entry in a new journal....I can tell say for sure that I'm not gonna start this one off the same way I did my blurty....(Sorry Morgan and Sarah)....So, I guess I just want to see how it looks and let you know that I got to drive today....Taylor and I had a blast, it was kinda scary at first but we soon got past that and were driving like pro's...except for the asshole that tried to hit me...That was scary....Then after class while we were walking to mom's work, I decided that we would stop in and see Scott, just to say hi and talk for a few....Well that few ended up being 15 to 20 minutes...That guy is soo nice and really easy to talk to...Then we went to work and mom took us to Dunkin Dounuts and then we dropped Tay off at her house and I went home....Made this journal and am now listening to music and talking to Britt.....My most favoritest song just came on......So I guess I'll put the lyrics to it in my first entry
They read you Cinderella
You hoped it would come true
That one day your Prince Charming
Would come rescue you
You like romantic movies, you never will forget
The way you felt when Romeo kissed Juliet
And all this time that you've been waiting
You don't have to wait no more
I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move heaven and earth
If you were my girl
I would give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything
That's precious to me
If you give me a chance
I can love you like that
I never make a promise I don't intend to keep
So when I say forever, forever's what I mean
I'm no Casanova, but I swear this much is true
I'll be holdin nothin back when it comes to you
You dream of love that's everlasting
Well baby open up your eyes
I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move heaven and earth
If you were my girl
I would give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything
That's precious to me
If you give me a chance
I can love you like that
You want tenderness (tenderness)
I've got tenderness
And I see through to the heart of you
If you want a man (want a man) who understands
Well you don't have to look very far
I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move heaven and earth
If you were my girl
I would give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything
That's precious to me
If you give me a chance
I can love you like that
By John Michael Montgomery
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